一盏黄黄旧旧的灯
时间在旁闷不吭声
寂寞下手毫无分寸
不懂得轻重之分
沉默支撑跃过陌生
静静看着凌晨黄昏
你 的身影
失去平衡
慢慢下沉

黑暗已在空中盘旋
该往哪我看不见
也许爱在梦的另一端
无法存活在真实的空 间

想回到过去
试着抱你在怀里
羞怯的脸带有一点稚气

想 看你看的世界
想在你梦的画面
只要靠在一起
就能感觉甜蜜

想回到过去
试 着让故事继续
至少不再让你离我而去
分散时间的注意
这次会抱得更紧
这样挽留不知
还来不来得及

想回到过去

思绪不断
阻挡着回忆播放
盲目的追寻
仍然空空荡荡

灰 蒙蒙的夜晚
睡意又不知躲到哪去
一转身孤单
已躺在身旁

想回到过去
试 着抱你在怀里
羞怯的脸带有一点稚气
想看你看的世界
想在你梦的画面
只要靠在一起
就能感觉甜蜜

想回到过去
试着让故事继续
至少不再让你离我而去
分散时间的注意
这次会抱 得更紧
这样挽留不知
还来不来得及

想回到过去

沉 默支撑跃过陌生
静静看着凌晨黄昏
失去平衡
慢慢下沉
你的身影
想回到 过去!

this song which bring me a powerful feeling want to go back time~

because if i could go back time i wish i would not do tat things which make me change n everybody around me involve n change~

i really wish i could go back time~

haiz~
today arg~
not bad larh~
got good news n bad news~
bad news is my group leader want me go baptise lorh bt im not ready yet dunno how to tell him ler~
but good news is i can learn piano free bt is in church de larh~dunno whether they aprove or not~
yesterday n today met ivy them(via fren)
they all suan me with via lorh
dunno wat they know~
so weird~
XD
last thing wanna say is~~~~
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i finally can on my blog ler~
XD

i dunno wether my old frenz can be like be4 or not~
all of a sudden i feel lonely because of seperate frenz~
i dunno how to describe this feelings
but i only can feel tat no good things is going to happened~
my frenz are left me one by one~
left me alone~
i dunno need do wat~
i very sad n very disappointed~
haiz~
i still need to fight alone in the last again~
again & again & again~
T.T

i suddenly felt tat my old frenz are getting to seperate already~
is it of changing class or wat~
i felt this when i read my frenz blog just now~
n my old frenz going out no call people ler~
very very sad~
untill i cant type any more~
T.T

haiz~
these few days happened de things like no happened de ler~
dunno want write wat~
but i just now found out one of my fren de xin shi~
want try help her but dunno she willing to cooperate with me or not~
haiz~
very tired arh~
see my frenz one by one de become sad,hurt,become enemy n more~
wish i could go back time~
T.T

 many days didnt post new blog ler~
haiz bo pian co bro take over qu~
nowadays very tired lorh~
continue two week cant sleep till late~
very tired arg~!~!
i miss my church frens too coz too long didnt go ler~
T.T

she today she sick oh~
i at first dunno de but when i listen wat she talk to me class frenz tat also sick then i know~
i feel im useless oh~
cant help her n just wtch nia~
she also have a high fever ler~
i advice her dont go to chinese class but she didnt listen~
haiz~still stubborn as always~

today~
got 10 club joint dinner eh~!!!
i got selected to be the most well dress but didnt get prze~
because i was shy tat time n i didnt perform well~
haiz~have a fun time though~
but she~
she use my phone to take photo with him n.....n.....haiz ~
sienz lorh~
she also keep finding him n stand beside her~
sienz lorh but him just like no hiu him de just want find other girl de~
another thing tat piss me off is my 'daughter' was selected to be punish from not dressing our today theme dress~
so they make she go up n she got scare coz the punishment is dance n up there only she the only girl~
i can say tat person is not a gentlemen~who makes a girl to do something she dont like~
.\ /.
^^
haiz~

err~today arh~very sienz ler
dunno do wat~
sit in front com all day online n doing nothing~
very lonely lorh~
juz hopping tat one day she will~
haiz~
just hopping ba~
maybe one day really happened~
XD

Yeah~!!!!!
today i learn how to be a real man~
To be a real man
must:
1.responsible
2.bravery
3.generous
4.courages
5.Self-control

with this i can learn how to be a real man not like outside mobster, gangster,mafia n more i doesnt mean those gangster bad word just want to say tat have power,many 'ka kia' ,everytime beh song then fighting~
if u do all those u think u many girls will say oh u r brave~so heroic~
i tell u is no maybe got girls will love u but the girl wont be with u long just for awhile~even got long but not true love
the girl only love the money u got~
so u want ur other part to be happy u must do all this stuff or else u will have a bad family life~
so i learn alot today although didnt learn any of styling but i am happy i learn how to be areal man~
XD

today~
i have a flu when i woke up
i wonder why~
but i dunno in the end~~
i want to buy cloth~
but not nice so~
no buy lorh~
but at least got buy my spray larh~`
XD~hehex

haiz today~~~~~~
another boring day lorh~~
sienz~~

today~~~
haiz~~~
i though my add math can do but~~~
when the paper i recieve~
its harder than teacher said
all is i never do before de question~
so tiam arh~!!!!!!!!!!!

eh~~
this year ~~
pieces is most lucky in love eh~~~
my zzodiac is pieces too eh~~~~~~
OH YEAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
very happy arh~~~~~~~~`
hope she become my gf~~~~~~
XP

haiz~~~~
today~
bm~~~~~~~
only can one word to describe is~
SUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i didnt done well n got 30 marks fly away ler~~
n chemistry haiz
okok nia larh~
miserable day

finally~~~~~~
done my two ck with full page A4 size paper copy in my ck book~
hooray~~~
but~
still got add math ~haiz



ck=contoh karangan

 i like this song because it all about my feeling to her
可不可以爱我-卢学睿 


为什麽如此的安静
为什麽明明想靠近 却还在迟疑
努力的我保持镇定
努力开拓话题
最後却溃不成军
为什麽如此的美丽
深刻的烙在心里 最温柔的酷刑
每一天无法不想你
连闭上眼睛
怎麽都是你
你可不可以爱我
可不可以想我
虽然我对自己没有一点的把握
别害怕我难过
告诉我你真实的感受
至少忐忑已告一段落
你可不可以爱我
可不可以看我
反正看或不看我依然失魂落魄
成全不是美德
拒绝也不是一种罪过
你能给我
快乐还是寂寞

can someone pls tell me where to get those cool layout or tempelates??

now almost 10 pm ler~
she still no find me sms~
tat means me in her heart are not use to be in her heart anymore~
not like so care me anymore~
very very very very lonely n cold~

today~
haiz~another boring day again~
wondering she can sms me now n chat but~
its impossible~
pity little me~

为什么？为什么我会喜欢上你呢？为什么我觉得你对我比以前好很多却不是呢？为什么每次提你说过你要放弃的人时非常兴奋呢？真的真得好伤心噢~但是我是不会放弃你的，你让我伤心我哭过就好了，你让我生气我不会怪你的~因为我是真心**你的~

yahoo~!
got own blog ler
but dunno want do wat ler~
sienz~
XD